Missing Something ...

Hmm ,
i think i will miss some thing after leaving my school ....
Juz the second day after Trial exam ,
i felt so HEAVY in my heart ;
where will we meet in future ? After school ...

Things that happen school ..
i wont forget , like this chiness new year ,
Me and Tek Hui had a Bad memory , that kind of feeling is always in my mind ...


Then i have a bad quarrel with in my class , haiz ... i think myb im mature in the outside , but always unmature in the inside , T,T ...
i learn many things in this 5years in NAN HWA , although in this 5years im facing the same food in canteen , but the difference people passed by , difference things happen ....


Im always alone , when im lonely in the class room ...
tat time , i tried to be strong , i tough many things in my life ,
i will face it by using my little Faith , but i always the one who fail , Fail in Friendship , Fail in Math , Fail in my life .....


In the 1st day in form 1 ,
I told myself : Jason , u're no longer a kid , u have to be strong in every things , no matter what happen in your life , some one bully u , u must protect yourself , and You WILL be better , u can be the Pioneer of building relationship in friendship , u'll build the broken Fship between friends ... Tears will never comes out from your eyes , not thing is hard for you .......



In this 5years , i didn't keep my promise ,
really tired , really tired , Tired in every thing i do , the relationship that i tear up ...
i lost my faith of living in my life , what should i do now ...
i tried to rebuild every thing i had taken ...
juz realize , once its broken , its gone , turn into dust , gone , not even a single chance ....



Time passed so fast ...
I learn to act ...
Act to be really good in every thing ...
But Every actors have their sad story behind the screen ...
Im really sorry for cheating my friends ...


Is hard to said : im sorry . although You are right ...
hahaha , but i did it ...
the one who said sorry at the 1st , he or she is not looser , but the one
who did wrong and don't want to confess , then he is ...


I mean every words i said ,
maybe i use the wrong words , sentences ...
Im Really want both of us to be better in future ...


Im sorry if i wrote some things that hurt you guys , or said some thing rude ,
im here to say sorry , Please 4give me ,
bcuz , im still learning ....
Still learning to be good ...


Lets Be Better ...
Im sorry Friends , cuz im really not that good .....