Knocking ~

23dec 2009 ~
lonely kept on knocking my heart's door ~
Suppose get ready my begs ,
ready to forget sitiawan , and her ...

Anyone listen the same song with me at nite ??
Missing is juz the starts of sadness ,
Wind run in to my chest ,
reminded me , i need to be strong ..

600km away from here ,
Miss ???
nope , i will miss it so much ~~
Tears can't make me strong ...
but its remind me that i need to be strong ,
i will remember how to cry and how to stand up again ~

Home is always the place i feel strong , i feel proud ...
The sentence of I Love You from Mum n Dad's heart , they mean it ~
Learning to be tearless ~
but i fail in strong ~

Crying when im alone in my room ,
tell God that im really tired to facing the next second ..
tears remind me to love myself more ~

I'll saved the moment we meet in my mind 4ever ...
Knock ... Knock ... Knock ....
im knocking on the door of Lonely again , again and again ~

hope i'll be better ~
listen to the wind ,
she is telling me something !!!
She said , i shall not stop , till im tired and old , if not i had choose lonely in my life ...

tell her the truth , that im not the best , i dnt have the best look ,
but i have a great heart ....

Sorry ....

Rainbow ~

Raining season ya ...
My heart is melting by the pouring rain ...
Wind blows on my face , can't breath , suffer and pain begin ...
My lips break as my heart breaks together ...
Pain Killer ?? I took twice after my lonely dinner , yet , my brain still telling me that my heart is still warm , but the pain is always there ...

Sometimes rain makes us feel sad and emotional ...
There is always a beautiful RAINBOW after the heavy rain ...

The pouring rain is made by god ,
but god always , always , promise that he will let u smile every time after your tears ...
he heard , the sound when u cover urself with ur blanket and cry ...
every tears of u , he kept , and made a promise to u , after u cry , u must smile ...

Raining seen to be a bad things to us , but , i hope to see a beautiful RAINBOW ....
Rain , rain go away , little Rainbow want to smile ...

U re Rainbow ...
u re colourless at first , but u'll be colourfull in the end ...
learning to smile after u cry , smile after u have a fight or arguing , smile like rainbow ....

Rain ha ... I think about Rainbow ...
Pain ... I think about Happiness ...
Cry ... I think about Joy ...
Sad ... I think about Hope ...

Rainbow comes from Heavy Rain ...


Friend , smile and say sorry to the one that hurts you ,
its hard , but its worthy .....
Rmb , rainbow is beautiful , but its comes from the rain that no one likes at the 1st place ...


(leave a comment the last time u meet a rain n how u see a rainbow after it)