Knocking ~

23dec 2009 ~
lonely kept on knocking my heart's door ~
Suppose get ready my begs ,
ready to forget sitiawan , and her ...

Anyone listen the same song with me at nite ??
Missing is juz the starts of sadness ,
Wind run in to my chest ,
reminded me , i need to be strong ..

600km away from here ,
Miss ???
nope , i will miss it so much ~~
Tears can't make me strong ...
but its remind me that i need to be strong ,
i will remember how to cry and how to stand up again ~

Home is always the place i feel strong , i feel proud ...
The sentence of I Love You from Mum n Dad's heart , they mean it ~
Learning to be tearless ~
but i fail in strong ~

Crying when im alone in my room ,
tell God that im really tired to facing the next second ..
tears remind me to love myself more ~

I'll saved the moment we meet in my mind 4ever ...
Knock ... Knock ... Knock ....
im knocking on the door of Lonely again , again and again ~

hope i'll be better ~
listen to the wind ,
she is telling me something !!!
She said , i shall not stop , till im tired and old , if not i had choose lonely in my life ...

tell her the truth , that im not the best , i dnt have the best look ,
but i have a great heart ....

Sorry ....